Have you ever thought of..

Each and every day I wonder how it would be like to have such a figure in my life, instead all I see is a figment of you in my imagination.  Why is it that thoughts and questions about why, and what now linger in my mind.  I’ve wished, I’ve thought, but nothing.

I have been abandoned before not once, not twice, but you get the picture.  The last person I thought that would leave me, asked me to leave.  The hardest thing is dealing with the overbearing pain that I now have to live with and heal from. 

I can make it, and I will be just fine, you’ll see.